Something that I am realizing is that I am growing up. My dad finally admitted to me that I am an adult. And Daryl you have the right to do what you want, you are going to be a college grad, you are an adult. If you want to spend your summer here then you should. Your family may be upset with you but maybe they need to learn that you are your person now and need to make desicions based on you and your needs. I understand about wishing you were something but that isn't who you are. I'm in the same boat. so I really don't have any advice for you or else I wouldn't be in the same boat but I just wanted to let you know that I would be praying for you. And hopefully things will get better for the both of us.
That's the thing though. I really want to go back to Ukraine. That's why I didn't sign up with TAG this year. They were talking about going back, but changed to Germany, so I passed. When mom pitched the idea, it was as if we were going to sight see, but I knew there was more to it. I've grown up being suspicious of everyone around me, and I'm usually right within a small margin of error. I knew this wasn't going to turn out the way I wanted to, but I was off just a little. I was thinking like a week or two to see the sights and spend time with Dana. Not a month trying to coordinate missions teams in a country where I don't speak the language. Who knows. I may get a shorter ticket and just come back early or I may just not go at all. I'll see Dana when she is here. I'll work it out with Mom, I'm just tired of dealing with the same thing over and over again with specific people. I know what to expect from each person I know and it doesn't change. God, why am I right about this stuff. Can't you fix some of it every now and then?
Something that I am realizing is that I am growing up. My dad finally admitted to me that I am an adult. And Daryl you have the right to do what you want, you are going to be a college grad, you are an adult. If you want to spend your summer here then you should. Your family may be upset with you but maybe they need to learn that you are your person now and need to make desicions based on you and your needs.
ReplyDeleteI understand about wishing you were something but that isn't who you are. I'm in the same boat. so I really don't have any advice for you or else I wouldn't be in the same boat but I just wanted to let you know that I would be praying for you. And hopefully things will get better for the both of us.
That's the thing though. I really want to go back to Ukraine. That's why I didn't sign up with TAG this year. They were talking about going back, but changed to Germany, so I passed. When mom pitched the idea, it was as if we were going to sight see, but I knew there was more to it. I've grown up being suspicious of everyone around me, and I'm usually right within a small margin of error. I knew this wasn't going to turn out the way I wanted to, but I was off just a little. I was thinking like a week or two to see the sights and spend time with Dana. Not a month trying to coordinate missions teams in a country where I don't speak the language. Who knows. I may get a shorter ticket and just come back early or I may just not go at all. I'll see Dana when she is here. I'll work it out with Mom, I'm just tired of dealing with the same thing over and over again with specific people. I know what to expect from each person I know and it doesn't change. God, why am I right about this stuff. Can't you fix some of it every now and then?
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