Tuesday, July 26, 2005

26-Jul-2005

"You are go for liftoff"


For those of you who do not follow space exploration, today was the first launch of the Space Shuttle in over two years.  Like the Challenger accident, the Columbia accident caused major questions to be asked about whether or not it is worth it going to space.  Well, the answer is of course a resounding YES!  We just need to do things a little differently.  And now we do.  The launch of Space Shuttle Discovery this morning at 10:39 EDT from Cape Canaveral begins a re-supply mission to the International Space Station that will involve many hours of testing of new procedures and safety features on the shuttle system and in particular, a redesign of the External Tank (ET) and Orbiter.  All we can do is learn from our past mistakes and make sure they don't happen again.


You see, I believe that people where meant to always seek things outside themselves.  That is how God made us.  We have a desire to know Him better and to seek Him out.  Many people think that space is just exploration and has nothing to do with God.  But I disagree.  I think understanding God's creation is part of knowing Him.  So, I would give my life in an accident such as the past three well know missions (Apollo 1, Challenger, Columbia ), because each time, we learn more about space and what we need to change.  Plus, I wouldn't mind getting to Heaven a little early.


Ok, done preachin' ... for now.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

14-Jul-2005

I hate my life, but I love it too.
I don't like what I'm doing, but I do.
I feel depressed, but I'm happy and content with almost everything.
Basically, I just can't figure it out.
Life's being that way right now.


I'm having a great time out here in Denver.  Tonight is another Halo 2 match...  Fun times for all.  It starts earlier than last time, so I can get to bed at a decent hour.  I really don't know of any reason to be unhappy other than one problem in my life God hasn't chosen to resolve for quite a few years now (something that's been going on for 5+ years now).  I've done everything I can think to on my end in addition to praying about it a lot.  I guess I'm just not happy with where I am.  I want to move on in my relationship with God, but I'm stuck on this one thing.  So yeah, I think that might be why I'm down.  But it doesn't make sense to me.


In Other News


I've been thinking about my family and friends, but in a healthy way.  I could be wishing I was there now, but I know I'll be seeing them soon enough, and I'm enjoying my stay here in Denver and hanging out with people here rather than sulking about the people who aren't here.  Sure, I miss everyone, but I'm here right now, and that is where I am.  To those who aren't here, I'll see you asap; to those who are, lets have some fun before I leave! 

Sunday, July 3, 2005